8.18.2011

wondering how I pissed off the universe

It has been a severely crappy few weeks.
I thought I was preggers and went and had a blood test.
Negative.
BUT I am apparently diabetic and my cholesterol is high.
I've lost 30 pounds in the last 3-4 months and it wasn't sufficient.
APPARENTLY
Now I have to take medicine daily and further change my diet beyond the recent changes I have already made.
It has been a dark, dark few weeks.
I'm now taking 5 pills daily.
Sticking my finger twice.
Using inhaler before exercise.
Holding on by my fingertips to my sanity.

barely

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